You Get Me Beggin You For Love

I've MOVED!

2010-05-30T23:54:00.000-07:00

RELINK ME! MY blog is dead that was why I did a new one! haha.
www.ifah-shakeshake.blogspot.com
RELINK!
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Outcasters

2010-04-13T17:37:00.000-07:00

HELLO.
Having English right now.
Fitri's fucked up with Sandy. Oh man~
Right now,this instance,
fighting through FACEBOOK.
SILLY.
If me,I no time for this.haha.

& oh,
I'm in PAIN!:(
My knee is swollen.
Big thanks to yesterday's high jump heats.
Oh no.I can't seep well with my injured leg.
Felt like a outcast:(
Okay byebye.

DNT HATRED

2010-04-01T09:09:00.000-07:00

Hello.
Going to emphasize about something.
That is,DNT.
I HATE DNT,not becausse i dun understand the foundation
of the subject,its because of the TEACHER.
Oh yes.That TEACHER every dnt lesson show attitude.
You dun like the class then switch with other teacher la!
Teach so fast like we robot mind lidat-.-"'
Haziq & Zahid was scolded by him.AHAHA:D
I HATE DNT.IHATE DNT.I HATE DNT!

OK.Dowan spoil my mood le.
Btw,Simin said hi:)
Sandy said LOL -.-
Mr. Amirul Afham never come school.You and your last night dramas:D
Rebecca never come school(went for nationals)
Me & Sandy wish her manymany good luck for her nationals XD
Rebecca i miss you manymany! Dnt isnt fun without you:((

Almost forgot,luckily Sandy reminded me.
Its April Fool's Day:D
Only got tricked by Haziq so far:D
NOT looking forward for more.

**Today's a veryvery special day for me!:D
-Aint gonna tell you what is it*grins*

HONEY STARRRS

2010-03-23T19:38:00.000-07:00

Helo.
I'm with Rebecca & Merilyn now,
eating HONEY STARRRS:DD
ohoh,before i forget,
HAPPY 15TH BIRTHDAY AGUS!!!
hahahahaha.
I went to the dentis earlier on:(
NO tooth come out!YAY!haha
Not much to blog today.
I'm soo tired.I want sleep.
Going off now. ByeBye.

Super Temptations

2010-03-19T05:19:00.000-07:00

PstPst, I'm posting again!:D
So tired.
Well,what I did today started with,
I went to Acer HQ go repair laptop,
lost my way there xp
Then met Shu Hui at Jurong & went to Sentosa.
We wanted to go to Universal Studios BUT
entry costs $66! OHMYFH!
So went to Merlion there,walk2 then raining-.-
So frustrated that we went back Vivo.
I want buy sooo manymany stuffs.
Mummy wouldn't let me hold on to POSB card:(
Now adding more stuffs to my shopping list,
my mum could even get a heart attack when
she sees my shopping list:D
Simply,all she has to do is give me extra $$$:DD
I sound so spoilt! But i'm not.
Still manage to control my shopping temptations

Ate lunch at Secret Recipe:D
NICENICENICE!
I love my Grilled Chicken.
Shu Hui go eat Tom Yam something.(spicy!)
Tempted for the New York cheesecake but
didnt buy at last:(

Went Starbucks go buy cookie.
Then,
(Razana,I hope you read this!)haha.
I saw this girl with somebody:)
& commented on her clothings(Shu Hui knws what I said)
When she turned,it was Razana! o.o
Then me & Shu Hui burst into laughters.
Razana,you act like dunno us uh. Aiyo.
You think I dunno? Ahaha.
Then Shu Hui go home.
Met uncle. Went to do extensions.
Now,I superdupersuper exhausted:)
I need to stuff myself with chocolates.
SERIOUS.
Okay! I want go 7-11 go buy chocolates le
Cannot tahan already!
Can suffocate without chocolates:)
Goodbye.

Wicked Week

2010-03-18T20:22:00.000-07:00

Alooohaaa.
Hey,its FFRRIIDDAAYY!.
Wait,whats so good about friday anyways?
Ahaha.Nevermind.
Been dead bored at home this 1 week break but,
I'm going out today! YES!YES!YES!
As school starts next week,I'll be dead:)
You see,I haven't start on any homework!

Right now,this instance,
I am BORED.Uh-oh!
&& I lovee my WICKED GREEN NAILS:D
Got to go now.Goodbye.

DnT Crisis

2010-03-10T16:35:00.000-08:00

Hello.
Again I'm having DNT now.
Rebecca & Mr Ong having debate.haha.
Mr Ong go delete her work & ask her redo:D
Then he tell Mr Siva dun attend to her. haha.
Now,she dowan do already.
Still, Mr Siva now sitting beside her teaching.
Chill screamo:)
Now,I do my work wrongly! I dowan redo la! AIYO!
STARTING TO HATE DNT!>:(
Ahhh!!! Rebecca say I on same boat as her:) hais
I dowan go school!!!
Mummy,dun wake me up in the morning for school again!
ok.STOPSTOP.
Ifah,stop complaining la idiot. haha. I want go le.
Be good girl and finish the bloody DNT assignment:D
BYEBYE.

Rum Tum Tum

2010-03-09T18:35:00.000-08:00

HELLO.
I (F)ing sick! Stupid cough & sore throat-.-
I'm having DnT now-.-
Sitting beside Rebecca:D
Pity her, (F) up with somebody.
Today she very quiet:) heng ah. Not much screaming around.
I came back to school from a 2 days M/C after a busy Sat & Sun
of volunteer work for Prime Gymnastics.
I miss Shawn!(For those who went for the volunteer work)
I wasted $24 for the 2 days cause I take taxi from Ghim Moh
to Hougang Sports Hall. (F)ing far!
I want go home sleep! So tired.
Ending my post liao. Byebye:)

Make me go GILA

2010-03-03T16:56:00.001-08:00

Hello.
Currently having D&T at computer lab.
Sitting with Agus and a screamo beside me(rebecca) :D
My crazy humans.
Not everybody doing the stupid assignment given by Mr Wong.
Enjoying the air-con.
Agus pestering me help the assignment. He gilagila.
I can go gila with this two cuckoo in the head humans beside me,
with Haziq making stupid jokes and singing.
*If it rains,blame it on HAZIQ:D
Haha.
Currently looking at Rebecca blogging.She calls me ass.
Listening to Agus singing Mercy.AIYO!!!
He's not doing his work properly and keeps saying:
F SHIT.F COCK. and some others f phrases-.-
Anyways,Mr Wong ending the lesson already.
Gtg! Have to bear with this 2 gila humans beside me:D
*Agus! Stop singing!
&& guess what? Agus bag kana put up on a wardrobe. Serve him right:DD
haha!
BYEBYE!

Play It Again

2010-02-19T21:00:00.000-08:00

Holaa..
Now at lan with Keith Wei Xuan and some others.
Tracy was here 2hourss ago,then she had to go home.
The guys are playing dota.
Just now Keith taught me how to play life 4 dead. Freaky.
I VOMITED.haha.
Maybe going LJS to eat. Have to wait for the next 1 hour for the guys.
Common test are next week. What am I doing in the lan shop?!
Still cant stress myself so much right?
haha.
Just pray me for the best:D
I'm off now.
ByeBye Nutcrackers:D

Typical School Days

2010-01-25T01:50:00.000-08:00

Hello.
I knw long time I never post.
Iv been busy plus lazy lately.Serious.
School days hv been normal for me.
I hatehatehatehate January.I dno why.
Anyways,Victor keeps calling me bongok-.-
In return,I call him pantat:D
Today, thr was soccer match in TSS.
TSS VS BUKIT BATOK SEC.
I lazy watchy.Now in canteen with th laptop.
Todays's match damn cock lorr-.-"
haha.
Razana is doing her skirt beside me:DD
Today got manymany homework.I think?
Tomorrow got handball competition.haix.

I always go home late these days.
I have no idea why?
Anyways,Fadly & Shawal called.
They want meet me & Fitri on Wednesday.
Haix.Those 2 pantats got nth better to do.
Soccer match,Tanling is LEADING!
Bukit Batok Sec go home laa.Obvious Tanglin win right?
Aiyaaa...Got 1 BBS want make friend with me.Soo flirty.
I nvr give the number la duhh!-.-
I v. tired alr leys! I go off liao.BYEBYE

*I'll try my v.best to post more:D

Its a BLAST

2009-12-27T06:58:00.001-08:00

Hello there.

As you can see the pictures does most of the talking.

There's alot mre pictures but i cnt be posting all of them rite?

So,went to alot of places in Sentosa.Favourite activity was Luge & Skyride:D

Tday was vri tiring.

I heard Sezairi was the winner of Singapore Idol?Congrats.

Its nt long till school reopens.I'v alot mre to be done.

HOMEWORKS especially.LOL.

Will do tht tmrw.haha.Ifah,LAZY BUMBUM.

I cant wait to NEW YEAR yknw?Its soo exciting!haha.

I want see my friends laa.I miss them manymany.

Especially bestfriend;Fitri.Eventhough I met her just yesterday but whatever.

IDONTGIVEADAMN.

Also that so called spammer girl in my tag who is

soo CURIOUS abt my friendship life, just BACK OFF la.

You dun knw what happened.So jyah.

Anyways,I off now.Im exhausted.

I will post another time.Alright?

Adios!

Sail My Way There

2009-12-16T00:04:00.000-08:00

HELLO

I'm back.AT LAST.

I have been dead for a V.LOOONG time.

Well,holidays are in but it has been sucky.

Latest outing was with Fitri,typical BFF outing.

I've been thinking about my life lately.

It's all sucky-upsidedown-shaky-about to erupt

and VANISH.

I can tell you people out there,I miss my OLD LIFE.

get it?

To Fitri;

I'm sorry if i've changed.But,you must know that

I really do cherish our friendship.

And yes,you are v.important to me.

Now,I need your help & support for me to change bck to the old me.

To Tracy;

Hey TOP GF.I missed you hell lots.

Once you're back in Singapore,we soo need a outing.

ok?haha.

Lastly,

Boyf;

First,Happy Belated 2mnthsary bby.

I'm sorry but I must tell you that

I'm starting to lost faith in you.seriously.

(I wont elaborate why)

sorry.

I cant wait fr school re-open.I guess?

Oh well jyeah.

Btw,looking forward to meeting Danial Afiq.

Fit,is his name spelled correctly?haha.

(spelled wrongly,sorry ah.I dno him wht)

Well,going to Sentosa with Fitri & this Danial boy on

Friday.Hope its going to be a blasting one:D

I'v got nth else to say here.

Goodbye.

Busy Bee

2009-10-21T23:35:00.000-07:00

HELLO

Got back EOY papers.

goddamnit

haha.dun wana tok about it.

oh well,Iv got not much to say actually.

Im freaking irritated by my dearest father.

oh yes,he loves irritating me.

Will be busy with Wizard Of Oz.

Showcase is next year 0.0

Im freaking nervous.

I miss boyfriend.

Goodbye

Sway Day

2009-10-20T17:26:00.000-07:00

Hello

Im frustrated-.-

Yesterday was SWAY DAY.

I lost my phone & my ezlink.

really sucky.

Parents nagnagnag.

THEY SUCK/.

haha.

Yesterday had portfolio performance.

It went kinda well.

Met boyfriend aft that.

Goodness how I miss him soo much.

Did not meet him for the past 5days!

haha.

okok

Alot of things happenned yesterday.

HAVOC siol.

byebye.

HAVOC

2009-10-10T03:16:00.000-07:00

Hello.
Im now at Feza's house along with Nurin.Studying.
Exams are here.Have to concentrate la duhh.
But,in between studying,haha,we weren't really concentrating.
Its a HAVOC.You dun wana knw.
Feza,Nurin, I knw you knw,PUBLIC duno.
okok.Mainly we are having fun.Lotsa FUN.

Bangla Dog & White Dog

2009-10-06T16:54:00.000-07:00

Hello

Having Digital Art now.

Yesterday went TJ.

Otw to Jurong,me ,Feza & Nurin talked alot of shits.

Nurin;Insane Dog

Feza;Black dog

Me;White Dog

Nurin kept disturbing me.Using what?Spoon!haha.get the joke?-.-

3 of us kept imaginating future:D

You dun wnna knw;D

At home revise for science.Did not sleep for the whole night.

Was doing Science notes la.

Ruhsyaidi accompanied me till 12.30pm then slept.Thanks.

EOY starting this Friday.Hope I pass with flying colours.

Tday going TJ again.

Era,Feza.Nurin,Me & some others.

Hope I HAVE FUN TODAY.

GOODBYE DOGGIES.not.

CookieLooove

2009-10-05T22:45:00.000-07:00

Hello.

Having Digital Art.

This weeks rocks me alot.

Yesterday was freaking fun!

Ate dinner with Feza & Nurin.

You wont knw what fun we went through.

Feza & Me like hungry monsters:D

Feza craving for bigbig CHEESECAKE.

We getting it today!!

Hooray!Craving almost fulfilled!

Ruhsyaidiruhsyaidi..tsktsk.

Well off to private blog.Goodbye!

Selamat Hari Raya Lady Gaga

2009-09-28T22:28:00.000-07:00

Eh,hi.

Having Digi Art.

Richie kaucauing me.haha.

Imma his first "wife"Era second.haha.

Fake Family but fun.

Gtg byebye.I love my family.

Poker Face!

2009-09-21T22:32:00.000-07:00

Hello!!!!

Having Digital Art now.The com lab is freaking hot.

Air conditioner nvr switch on.fcuk la.

1st things first.

Selamat Hari Raya!

Happy y'knw?

& people,

do forgive me if I did talk bad

Forgive me if I was harsh towards you.

Forgive me if my attitude sucks.

Help me be a better person in future.

_________________Next_________________

My fam using cream colour this year.

1st day raya;asked for forgiveness from elderly.Thts the sad part.

The fun part,got money$$$.bestbestbest.

Can go shopping after raya!

Will try & update photos of rayer.

Rebonded my hair.Cut bangs.

Tday,friends called me Lady Gaga.Thanks alot?

I heard its Matin bday tday?Is it real?

If it this,

Happy Birthday Matin!

Thanks for leading me PROPERLY to the cinema

during the SL Amazing race thingy.It was scary.

Btw,planning of doing contacts.

I dun wana wear specs to school:D

Planning of Raya outing with TSS friends.

I missed my old friends!Mai!Dal!Ikin!Idah!Hus!Is!Fad!

STOP.

ok.Better get on with my music assignment.

Later Mr Loke nagnagnag.

Goodbye!

Confused.Diffused

2009-09-13T02:21:00.000-07:00

Hello homies.

Dead bored.Now at cuzz's house.

Holidays are way off-

Don't wanna elaborate it.

Haven't been going to alot of things due to "something"

which I won't elaborate here also.

Been busy with Hari Raya celebrations.

Confirmed to be rebonding my hair this Friday.

Speechless now.I just came to update my blog

so that it won't look dead.

Goodbye.

Acah Kecoh

2009-09-02T20:48:00.000-07:00

Ey,hello

Having Digital Art now.

Computer at home giving me problems.-.-

Teachers Day did mass dance & WOZ.

I did GOOD for mass dance:B

Didnt get to watch the sec 2 guys did their performance.

Im sure durian did great!Used some construction costume for

Yellow Brick Road.Its friggin hot.

Talk about yesterday!!!

Went to TJ with Feza,Ira,Fitri,Acah & Haqib.

Haqib womaniser for the day;)

Acah super havoc.

Then went to new blocks?Met Didie.Funnyhell guy.

Went home Fitri called at night.Crying.Cheer up.

Either Saturday or Sunday rebonding my hair.weeehoo!!!

Missing somebody.Won't elaborate here.

Goodbye!

Follow the yellow brick road

2009-08-26T21:11:00.000-07:00

OLALALALALA!!

Ey,Iv been dead leys.

Now having Digital Art.

Currently texting Wei Siang.

ahaha,Wei Siang sleepy.Get a room la-.-

Grab someone go sleep with you;)

Teachers Day drawing near.

Performing mass dance & Wizard of Oz.

Having last rehearsal this Saturday xp

Currently fasting.Starving.Dehydrating.

Waiting till break fast la.

Alot of things happened the past weeks.

& thank you Nathaniel for the uniform.

If it wasnt for you,I would'hv gone home shivering laa.

haha,thanks again.

Oh well,truckfull of feelings im carrying.

Will not be elaborating it here.

Wei Siang carry on texting!muchloove durian!

oh,goodbye.

Mad~

2009-07-23T08:57:00.001-07:00

Ohlala~

Hola hommies.

Guess what?I didnt attend school tday-.-

Apparently I went to clinic,again><

Miss my friends sia.

Waa suck leys.OHMAYGUUD.

Tmrw must go school alr sia.

Its a bummer that there's Maths & Science TEST.

Suck la.&/ Hafiz kena quarantine.That SUCKS.

Hope he get well very soon.Insya'ALLAH.

Tomorrow got fitting for One Minute Of Fame.

wuuhuauhahua!!Gereks!

Off to my private bloggay!

Chiaos!

Shop Till I Drop!

2009-07-22T09:38:00.000-07:00

Eh,helohelo!!!

Now is 1:04am;Thursday.4 mre hrs till i bath for school.

Yesterday,Wednesday haha.Well,never go school-.-

Was sick so go see doctor.Went home then at 5pm went to

Bugis Street,shopping!Spent a total of $53 ^.^

Gosh,I want go shopping again sia!

I miss school man!Darn!But hate school at the same time?

Got homework for sure leys.

Also,this Fri,Sat,Sun will be home aft 10pm.SHIT.

Got dance practices for One Minute Of Fame Grand Opening la.

Alermak.Con-fi-rm i'm gonna be DEAD TIRED.

Now listening to MJ12 with mum,waiting for dad.

He went fishing with friend-.-

I want watch Harry Potter & The Half-blood Prince.

Anybody wnt bring me go watch the show??

Eh,I want go sleep liao.Must wake up early sia.hais.

Niteys bugballs!!

I'd prefer you.

2009-07-21T09:05:00.000-07:00

HELOOOO

ohgoddamnit!My blog is always DEAD.

Frustrated la.Agitated la.-.-

Nevermind.

Tday school SUCKS.I think?

Slacked with people.Went home with Jerome.L

Thanks for treating me horrs!!haha.He tday GILA.

Bathed then got ready,off to IKEA with brother.

Went to get a new my all time fav red dustbin.hurhur.

Previous dustbin broke so bought new one.haha.

Siao rite?Went home,camwhore awhile

cos dono wht to do.Then decided to post.

I took a photo of my dustbin.Will upload tmrw.

Tmrw not coming to school.Stomach giving awful pain.

Going clinic tmrw.siansiansian.Nevermind...well,

my mind filled with loads of stuffs.Won't elaborate here.

OFF to Private blog!

ByeBye!

2009-07-05T20:59:00.000-07:00

HELLLLOOOOOOOOOO!!!

I'm so HAPPY!!!!

VERY HAPPY!!

I was about to bath when....,

Kimberly from OKTO called me earlier today.

Telling me that UP!Grade was chosen for;

OMOF Semi-Finals!!:D

I was shocked la.haha.

It was a last minute one.

One team had to pull out of the competition due to MOE’s instructions.

According to the scores, Up!Grade has the next best score.

Semi-finals is this Saturday.

Venue: Millenia Walk (9 Raffles Boulevard Singapore 039596)

Date: 11 July 2009

Time: 2pm - 5pm

Must come & support us leys.Then we got more spirit;D

I veri happy siah!This week confirm vri busy.

Oh,well,Gotta go!

Chiaos!

Bloating,Bloated

2009-07-03T09:24:00.000-07:00

HELLLLLOOOOO.

......

I'm bored!!!!!!!

Finding something to do:)

Currently texting people.

Can't wait for next Saturday!

$$SAVING$$

Mammaaa!!!I want new phone leys:(

& jyeah!My birthday coming eys!13 July..

Must gimme present!hahha..

Eh,I want dimples,like Izwan's dimple;nice leys![Fitri knows]

Can create own dimple anot ah?haix...

Now,I feel like eating Ben & Jerry Ice-cream.OMG.

Can I go sleep alr?But,I CANT!argh!

Nehmind.I try go sleep now.

NITEYS:)

Splendidly Pathetic

2009-07-03T03:41:00.000-07:00

HAPPY 14th BIRTHDAY

KEITH LOW!!!

Oh,hello.

This week could be suckish for me;i think?

Don't wanna state it down.hais.

Its super pathetic la.

Anyways,

I love going for AYG with Fitri & Atiqah:D(010709)

&& Somehow love yesterday after school.

Fitri!!!*nudgenudge*

Izwan damn funny can?He's got a loud voice over the phone la.haha.

I loove his dimples!Especially his dimples!I LOVE IT!

Well,4 of us planning to watch movie;Drag Me To Hell.

Wohoo!!:D

Today?uhhh..Nothing to say.

Dun wana tolk stuffs that happen in school.

Tday aft skul went to Clementi with YuWan & Tracy.

Had fun!We were crazy,i think?Go gazibo again!haha.

Thanks Hafiz for lending me your stuff.Really appreciate it;)

Oh well,nothing else to tok abt i guess?

Bye then!

The BIG DAY

2009-06-26T15:36:00.001-07:00

MORNING!!!!

Had enough sleep people?

Not me.I didnt sleep,like at all since my prev post.

I wana go sleep like the girl in th above pic.can?

I couldn't sleep.No idea why?

Stupid right?I need energy ehs..

Today is a BIG DAY for me & my crew.

Performing at Millenia Walk.

I'm scared,nervous,frightened.everything.

I'll have to do my best for this round.

UP!Grade will win.

Meeting Anna at her house at 10am,better try get some sleep.

Im gonna get eyebags uhs!aiyo..

ByeBye!

I'll EAT ya up!

2009-06-26T10:39:00.000-07:00

When love strucks,

you're my sweetest drugs.

HELLO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I'm back!!!!!!

I'v been DEAD all along.Busy with stuffs & was lazy-.-

Its alr 1.50am && I CANT SLEEP!

ONE MINUTE OF FAME IS(TOMORROW/TODAY?)!!!!

whatever la-.-

Ifah,why are you not asleep yet?!You need plenty of rest eys.walao.

Well,cant sleep.Afraid I would mess up.OMG!Have to clear them!

Lotsa things imma thinking of rite nw...

I wanna eat Swensens!!

I wanna watch Drag Me To Hell!

I want VANS Shoe!

I want Nike Dunk!

I want IPOD Nano!

I want Chiffon Dress!

I want..aiya...alot la.

I just nervous for One Minute Of Fame.

Hope we qualify to the next round...

I miss my old friends ey.

Shikin go push Joey head.cute eys!

I loove them lots!Husaini was taller than before!!Like pole:B

I guess,I gotta go now?cross fingers for tmrw...hais.

Nitenites.

OKTO!!One Wish

2009-05-29T19:55:00.000-07:00

HELLLOOO!!!!!!
Been busy this week & my com break down.
Now using Fiz's laptop.

Latest events,
had Achievers Day:D
It ws DA BOMB!!

The girls did great!So was th boys!
Esp the sec2 guys:o
Reached home at 12.15am
Tday going for ONE MINUTE OF FAME:D
Cant wait!Cant wait!Cant wait!
Wish us luck aites?
OFF TO BESTWAY BUILDING NOW!
BYEBYES!

One Wish;be mine

Cause you're th reson tht this happens.

2009-04-23T06:01:00.000-07:00

HELOOOOO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!I'M BACCCCK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Got miss me anot?
Sorry:[i was busy with stuffs & internet oso gila
Been thinking of things,,matters & problems lately.
Now,im back.FOR GOOD:)
Not going to talk abt outdated stuffs alritee?

LET'S TALK ABOUT TODAY:D
School was fine:)
English=Dr Lau=SUCKS!
& thx to AbangJerome hit me when he wnt put bck those books.
Thankyou sooo MUCH!!Sarcastic rite?tsktsktsk...
Aft skul felt sick=.=
Went to Jurong Library with:
AnnaChan,JeromeChan,AlexCheang & NurinAthilah
Boyfriend went for percussion.
At library,laugh like nobody's business.
Make jokes about sheep,horn,pig & alot more.haha.

Then,I saw Fadly(HongKahGuy)with his oth soccer friends.
Haix,Fadly-oh-Fadly.Matamu sepet ehs.Matakuching!
haha.ok.ifah,STOP.
JeromeChan abangku:)cheeky face.thts wht anna.c said?i think?

Then saw Hafiz & Elfie & bus interchange.chatted.
The I decided to treat Hafiz Elfie & Nurin
bubble tea:)i good rite?
Then bussed home:)

I did the biggest mistake in my life.
It was history.A history happened last year.
I do love somebody else now,but I knew you
were the dream guy.I hurt you once & never will
I want to hust you again.I'm sorry for what I did.
Memories of us stood fresh in my mind.
Your gift,I still keep it,with love & care.
Once more,I'm sorry for what I did.very sorry.
Farewell~~

NIGHTMARES;
get away from me.

Goody-godnesses

2009-04-05T04:04:00.000-07:00

Hello..
I was on hiatus.
Haven't been posting?
Recently,yesterday was Anna's Bday!!
Funfunfun.I cooked mee goreng & they
commented it was delicious.haha.im good at cooking;]
Arnd 1+pm,met Nurin & took cab to Palawan Beach,Sentosa.
In cab,camwhore then the assholic taxi driver brought
us to Siloso Beach.We had no choice but to walk
all the way to Palawan Beach.Tsktsktsk.Pity us.

Reached,met Anna Hafiz Elfie Yanti Fazri Ika
Feza etcetcetc...
Organised stuffs & waited for the rest to cme.
Skip skip skip~
Then boifie Sofia,Matin,Woo Seok,Jerome came..
Then sang bday song for Anna.
Then they plan sabo Anna with flour.
I was supposed to hold on to her & both os us forgot
to change our clothes as we were wearing dresses.
As they throw th flour at Anna,i oso kana the flour.
Hell joy.but nvrmnd.its her bday aniwae.
Sumthing happened.then skipskipskip~
Lyana & Kina came & we camwhore by the beach.
Went swimming with Anna,Alex,Jerome Chan,Hafiz & Fazri.
Then arnd 8pm boifie had to go hme.
Hugged & Elfie & Hafiz sent him off..
He kpt my ring<:

Its ok.Thn wash up.Clean up.Then Anna need to go off.
Left me,Nurin,Elfie,Alex,Jerome Lim,Jerome Chan,Hafiz,Acem,Saman,
Kimi & Amin.Sulaiman was taking photos in a sudden and in the picture
'sumthing' was ther.So we went chiong to Vicocity.

Then Kimim,Saman,Acem,Amin went hme.Then me,Nurin,Elfie,Alex,
Jerome Lim,Jerome Chan,Hafiz ate at LJS then go arcade saw Izuwan.
Then Jerome Chan & Alex went home & Hafiz went m.i.a
Then me,Nurin,Elfie,Jerome go level 3 th waterworks.playplay &
camwhore & it was arnd 11+pm.Then walked pass some bus stop cos
recent buss stop dun hv 188 for Nurin to board.

We so good friends accompany her to her bustop.Then her bus
came early then she pangseh us xp.
At bus stop left me,Jerome & Elfie.We were gossiping while
boifie text me to keep me company.Talk to much thn nvr realise
me & Elfie's bus(100) left.We were like...SHIT!!
Then Jerome laugh at us -.-"
Then Jerome bus came & he pangseh me & Elfie.
At bus stop..we toktok abt 'somebody'.
Then at last our bus come.Board th bus & we toktok.
Swaysway my hp batt die XB cnnt text boifie liao.
So toktok with Elfie lors.Then he alight at his bus stop.
Left me.ALONE.*gulps*No worries,gt camera,i camwhore in
the bus.haha.

Reached hme at 1+am...tsktsktsk.
Swaysway as i reach hme family watch ghost movie.
Scared wan go sleep so watch it with them.
Faster go charge my dead phone & text boiifie.
Then boifie go sleep & the show oso finish liao.
Want go sleep skali Jerome call me.So toktok
over th phone with him lors.Tok until 2+am..while
toking,we always caught each other yawning.haha.
Se decided go sleep.

Tht's th end for yesterday....

Tday woke up at 10+am...
Txt boifie..clean up room..go bath
& go cook spaghetti for family..see?Told you I was
a good cooker...haha.
Surf the net.Msn with people & nw posting.wow.
haha.
Till here.I typed too much liao..
Tmoro go skul.Still haven do homework.die.
Must go do alr.Bby must be missing me now^^
Dun worrie..tmoro cn see you in skul.

&& pictures will be uploaded.PROMISE.
G2G nw..chaos!!

funny?yes?no?lol.

2009-03-25T05:55:00.000-07:00

Holala

Anna nvr come school.DAMN.
Kinda bored uhhs without my sistaa
frm anoth papaa&mamaa;]
Class were as per normal.
Was hyperly crazy during Art class.
haha.People were shouting about
Liverpool & M.U & me & Sofia were like
crazy goons in the class.Laughing away.
Then laughed too much that I sat beside
Nicholas & kept quiet as he draw a small & short
graph of me being short.lol -.-
No worries,Nic,I'll get taller.perhaps?hahha.

After school did SL duty.me Keith Matin Wei Xuan
Sofia Nathaniel was there.Clement kept throwing
small cones at me -.- then i grab keith's back
& covered my self.haha.Then Keith Matin Wei Xuan
Sofia Nat had to go for 'stuffs".Then,Me Nurin &
Jerome decided to walk 1 round arnd outside the school;]
Fun but hot?Stupid?Then went bck into school
& head to SL room.Sabri inside,talked abt
personal stuffs then go sumwhere in skul.

Came bck to SL room & saw Matin & Nat.
Douglas & Clement were there.Bullied Nurin?
lol!Funniest part of the day;]
6+pm in skul she was locked in SL room.
haha.Then Matin opened the pontianak swaying away
effect.Nurin shouting away in the room.Then she got out,
left her hp in SL room & we hid it away frm her.
She running arnd like sme mad women.haha.
Then Nathaniel & Clement kept pocking my sides.
TICKLISH.haha.Then went home.

Reach hme bathed,eat,surf th net & now posting.lol
Going to do Literature homework.then,SLEEP.
Nurin told me GOOD NEWS:D happyhappy
Tomoro got Percussion.woohoo.Ok.too much posting.

Toodles~~

Getting on with life.

2009-03-24T08:04:00.000-07:00

HelloHello:)
I know I look retarded in th above picha;]
Tday I went to school!Yay!
I missed my friends baybeh!
Tday...its Agus's Bday you see?
So..sang him birthday song during recess.
Then form teacher's period got one drumming
performance.After school had SLAP Programme.
SLAP Programme is something that has got to
do with Sports Leaders.Today was the last lesson btw.
Sad to hear it.DAMN!Nathaniel & Agus were told to do
the "Watermelon Cheer".LOL.Had Situational test.
Funny!Sheryl's situation got everybody LAUGHING OUT LOUD.
haha.After the test played basketball.WAYYYYYY FUN!
After games had debrief then BYEBYE!

After SL,went to Ayer Rajah Foodcourt with Anna
Sofia & Matin.Later on,Elfie Nurin & Lyana came.After eating,
me Sofia & Nurin walk to Clementi.Sent Nurin to her bus stop
then me & sofia walked to my bus stop but I didnt gt on th bus
as me & Sofia were having fun listening to music && guess whuttt??!!
I almost stepped on a froggae!!Ewwww!!Twice ehs!!><
Reached home at 9+pm?haha.Went to bath,eat,sit arnd doing
nth & decided to post abt tday.Pictures will be uploaded;]
I'm getting back to playing basketball now;]
I wnna go taller & beat Mr Nathaniel Yap Jia Xiu:)hehe.
Well...I wnna go to bed now.Tired.Sleepy.

Toodles~~

SICKO

2009-03-22T07:48:00.001-07:00

HOlala!
Im sick tday!!HELL JOY -.-
Nt going to skul tomoro!!
Damn!Cnnt see Nickelodoen & Ah'Na!
Earlier on just gave 'somebody' a long lecture.lol
I hope you will change my 'emo' friend.Hope it has any
effect on you nt like th oth 'somebody'.Tday was BORING!
Haha.Tomoro going to clinic/hospital for check-up.
Ok got to go now!Bye people.

Toodles~

Danceworks'09

2009-03-21T07:51:00.001-07:00

HOLALA!!
Tday had th anti-drug danceworks'09.
We kana make-up like ghosts.hahha..
&& congrats to U.T.G[Urban Terrain Groovers] for getting
into the finals.We 'DIAMONETTES' didnt get to the final-.-
It's okay!There is still nxt year uhs.lol.4 groups were chosen
for the finals,so jyeah,one of them were U.T.G gaahs^^
After the danceworks,slacked with Chery,Atiqah & Tracy then
sumthing 'unexpected' happened,n im fcuking pissed off.
Then,slacking with Anna & Linda was DOPE!I remembered th "pip-pip"
hahaha.had fun!Although my group didnt win,we had FUN-FUN-TRUN!
Thanks to Tanglin-ians who actually came down to support us^^
Btw,pictures are randommm execpt for the one at th very top;]
I wanna go off now.EXHAUSTED.

Toodles~~

{Shokubutsu} reminds me of {Mummy Poko Pants}

2009-03-18T06:46:00.000-07:00

Hello people^^
Im bck & im now dead bored.
Earlier then was trun-fun-fun!!
See th girl in the picture on my left?
We'r sisters from oth mamaa & papaa;D
Chat with her over the msn.haha.
We were talking abt "someone".
suddenly,it reminds me of KODOMO!
Then it reminds her of SHOKUBUTSU,
aft tht,it reminds of MUMMY POKO PANTS
then it reminds her of FOLLOW ME!We knew
we were seriously laughing..lol.
I LOVE her truckloads you know?!
She was there by my side when I needed sumbody.
Fought with her once & dun wish it to happen again.
There's a strong friendship bond between the both of us
& nothing will break.If assholes tries to break it,
we make sure tht the person will break to pieces^^
else thn tht....
Nicholas came bck frm KL to S'pore this evening....
As soon as he reach home,he msg me;D
I happy eh!He kept his promise you know?!
We veri close "siblings"-so called.
He's Nick-elodoen!Me & Anna own him ok?
Snatch him way & we will BITE you.*rawr*

Tomoro got percussion practice;B hurrah!!!
Got performance on 28th March-Saturday at Esplanade.
Can see my gerek people eh!Got..Sandy,Si Min,Michelle,Janice,
Agus,Fazri,Nathaniel & not forgetting my most gerek people,
Anna & Nicholas!!!but...got 1 problem sehh..my shoe all washing
sehh..How go skul tomoro sia???Hope i'll find a solution to it:)

Then on-20th March
got anti-drug danceworks competition practice.
On 21 March its the competition at Vivocity.Must cme down &
support us horrr!!Gerekk whoii!!Fitri comin bck from Batam tomoro...
lol.Till here...

P/S;did I tell you I was happy that we were
friends again rather then nothing at all?Thanks
for everything.I really did appreciate it:D

Toodles~~~

A Little Too Not Over You...

2009-03-16T02:54:00.000-07:00

Halleluyaahhhh!!!
Havent been posting for long.
Been on hiatus-.-
Hols suck>< I want go out!!!
Yet,stucked up at homee.hell joy.
Did something to my hair!!!gash!
Miss my saayaangs..Nicholas went to KL uhs...-.-
Tomoro maybe meeting Nurin accompany her do hair treatment..
Homework..alot.Haven do a single one.lol.
&& Anti-drug Danceworks is this Saturday!olaay!!
Cnt wait....& congrats to S____ & S____ for getting att.last long!
Well,lazy to post more...Anything exciting i'll post,
tht is,if im nt lazy.gaahaa..okay thens...
Sayoonara!!!

Can I Do It?

2009-03-04T04:57:00.000-08:00

Muchagogo!!

Exams finish!Yes!Stress-free!
So far...I passed by M.T,HomeEcons,History.
Th rest..I duno,yet?Gaahaa...
Today..Fitri nvr come skul.
Class wasn't noisy..haha..Anna & Elfie
oso nvr come.Gahs.Today oso kinda fun la...i think?
Aft skul had SL duty with Sofia.
Got a friendly hug from Keith & Wei Xuan.
Hahs..Inside SL room i was sitting down on a chair.
Since my ass is small,there was a little more space
for another person to sit.Soo,wht happened was,Keith
go n squeeze in beside me.I went like"OMG,keith,you're fat!"
haha.lol.& he said,nvrmind uhs.He funny uhs,plus cute.
BUT IM NT FALLING FOR HIM!Then,Sofia Matin Tracy n Nat had
to go for Wizard Of Oz while Keith had to go for contemp.
I was in th Sl room with Wei Xuan & Clement.
Funny,but they were horny!haha.I used Wei Xuan's
uniform over my uniform.cool.haha.Then sleep awhile cos I
was dead tired.Then arnd 5.30pm went home with Tracy.
Bussed to Clementi & we met Matthew.Chatted & we went home.

I reach home,I go bathe,makan then on the laptop.
& Now im posting^^gaahuahuahua.
Tomoro aft skul,having percussion & SL meeting.
Goin for percussion first then meeting uhs.
Also,hong kah comin to TSS tomoro.Fadly,I wnt befriends with u can?
haha.lol.

cause here's my promise made tonight,
you can count on me for life,
cause that's when i love you.
Nothing u do can change mymind.
to hear you stumble when you speak,
or see you walk with two left feet,
that's when i love you,
i love you endlessly.
Memories of you,of us
stood alive in my mind.
Hearing you found someone else,
shattered everything.
Now,there's a strong reason for me to
start forgetting you,us.
C'mon Ifah,whats past is past.
I have to move forward.
I have to get over him,even if it hurts me alot.
There's nothing else tht can be done as
"he" was the one who made the final decision
for us & there's nth else I could do.
I have to start forgetting you.I have to
before it hurts me even more.
What matters most is,CAN I DO IT?
I have no idea...

I have to say goodbye to those memories &
last loong with your new love{d}

Till here people.SAYONARA.

Letting It Go Away

2009-02-28T04:13:00.000-08:00

8

Helo...
I long time nvr post sia...
Dead for th time being xp
Had common test:

23 Feb/Mon:Literature
24 Feb/Tue:English
25 Feb/Wed:M.T
26 Feb/Thur:Maths
27 Feb/Fri:History
2 Mar/Mon:Science
3 Mar/Tue:F&N

stress sia!hope I pass xp
haix..I sad seh.."He" hv nt been
toking to me these days..Haix..we like
avoiding each other?Haix...sad..
but dun worry..I'm letting it go away...
Btw ask me off com now sia...ok..continue
tomoro..I oso having a grp study...teehee^^
ByeBYE!!

Valentine's Day..funfuntrun!

2009-02-15T05:05:00.000-08:00

hola hola helo..
Happy BELATED Valentine's Day.
Yesterday celebrated Sofia's bday
at Jurong Swimming Complex.FUN!
Met Nurin at Ghim Moh then go buy
bubble tea & seaweeds.Took bus 198,talk crap
inside th bus.Then stop at Chinese Garden then
go to Cheers to buy waters & snacks for the
party.Then almost bang into a malay guy o.o
I then paiseh,so quickly ask nurin to go out.

Then was on our way to the swimming compex,
so th group of guys whom i bang into one of them
behind us.I thought they were stalking us uhs,
but in the end they also go to the same
swimming pool.Then reached there put stuff
& changed.Waited for the bday girl.She reached
& we sing her bday song & ate cakes.Then go swim.
Had fun swimming then at wave pool my toes had cramps.
Painful leys.Faiz went to stretch my toe.damn pain.
Then Razi massarged my toes.THANK YOU RAZI!
Then washed up at 6pm?
Then Anna Haziq Irwan Edwin went home.
Then the rest went to eat at KFC.
Sofia,Razi,Faiz & Faiz's gf went home.

Then tricked Alex with all sorts of lame tricks.
Basically Alex was the victim there.pity u sia xB
Then Me,Nurin,Alex,Jerome Chan,Fazri,Hafiz,Jerome Lim
& Elfie went to this unknown playground & play there.

We played catching & blind mice.Im like an idiot seyy
being th blind mice.I open my eyes see they go
sit at the bench.walaoeh..haha.Then Nurin was the mice
uhs.We all leave her at th playground then she hear someone
voice & saw us.Damn!Then Hafiz turn become the
blind mice.Damn,he go take the slipper & wanted to throw
it to Fazri with his eyes closed instead he hit
me on th body.Almost kana my *****.Then all of us very tired
already.All sit around & say stories.Make fun of each other.

Talk about Jerome Lim's big metal balls.Then about Alex's
emergency button then firefighter really pass by.haha.Laughing
out loud sia.Then the guys so good uhs.When they
are sweating they can take off their shirt but girls
cannot orhs..wth.Then they say,u sweating rite?Strip uh!
Then i say they out of their mind already & they said
sorry uhs..kididng oni..btw Jerome Chan veri hot leys.
He got tht 6pax sia!whew.darn was he just so hot?
He funny plus cute plus kind.haha.WOOPSIE!Did i just
talked about Jerome Chan?hahha.ok too much abt him.
hahha.lol.ok.

Then it was arnd
9pm.Decided to go to 7-11 go get some drinks.Send Jerome
Lim at the bus stop & the rest went to 7-11.
After we buy drinks,go sit at the playground nearby.
Palyed true or dare.I was told to say i love you &
kiss their hands to people whom are playing the game.
Alex was told to say hello to this one indian man & wish
valentine's day to the cashier auntie in 7-11 & dance the
indian "peek-a-boo" thing.damn funny!Nurin was told to
hug & kiss then bin.Fazri ws told to kiss the skateboard rollers.
And Jerome Chan was told to hug us.O.o cute seh him..hahha.
Then realised it was 10.20 & we were like wth?!All went home.
Had shaked with Alex & Jerome Chan.It was nice to
meet him today?hahha.

Nurin took bus alone & i took bus 198 with Fazri & Elfie.
Reached home at 11pm?I didnt get a scolding as I already
told them that I will be home late...hehe.
Then sleep.

This was the nicest Valentine's Day I'hv ever celebrated.
Serious shit!Went swimming,eat KFC with friends.Darn
Jerome Chan was hot n cute.haha.lol.friendfriend oni hors!
okok.I post too much i guessed?Tomoro got school sia.
Need to wake up in the morning,DAMN!
OK then..
I know my post got alot of thenthen rite?lol ok.
ByeBye!!

You stand a special in my Heart

2009-02-10T05:37:00.000-08:00

HolaHola...

Its just few more days to Valentine's Day!
Gosh!I'm sad...& I dreamnt of *********.
Here's how it goes..
It was Valentine's Day,Me Tracy Nurin Sofia
went shopping as we were single & no valentine to go out with.
As we were shopping,Nurin said to me,"Ifah,*********'s
here with **** ****".I thought she was faking it.As I turned,
I see them very intimate towards each other.
I was really heartbroken.I told I wasn't feeling well
& I went straight home.At home,I was crying,non stop.
I then,opened my wondow,I lived at the 14th level.
Being so stupid,heartbroken & not thinking twice,I jumped out
of the window.This morning,as I woke up from my dream
I found myself in tears :'[ DAMN!
Guessed I can't forget him uhs?pfft.

Today,nth actually really happened.
or,maybe there is?Tanglin vs Assumption.
3-1 i think?Tanglin won bodoh!
Before tht had SL duty....
Matin & Nathaniel...aiyoyo!
Must you guys do it there??!!walao..haha.
okok...hushhush...nth fun tok ok abt oth thn tht.
till here.byebye.

&& Valentines is on this Saturday!!
&& celebrating Sofia's bday this sat oso...
goddamnit!

When Everything 'RUNSDOWN'

2009-02-09T04:08:00.000-08:00

Helo,

nth interest to post.
Anna told me to do quiz.
so here it is!

Quiz from Anna My Hotstuff:D

1)The person that tag/pass me this is?
-Anna My Hotstuff;]

2)The relationship between him/her is?
-Pretty/Crazy head Bestfriend!!!

3)Your 5 expressions of him/her is?
-Pretty,Hot,Funny alot uhs!

4)Most memorable thing he/she done for u?
-Slap me to make me realise he was a jerk &
being there for me every moment I cried.

5)Most memorable thing he/she said to you?
-Dun worry,I'm here for you whtever happens..aww!!![sweet!]

6)If he/she becomes yr lover, things he/she has to improve on?
-My LOVER??!!Siallah!Duno ehs XB

7)If he/she becomes your enemy, you will?
-was once an ENEMY but now,never will be^^if do,burin her ass^^

8)What is the thing that you want to tell him/her now?
-Make your choice Anna!!Either A___ or H____...aiyo..tsktsk

9)Your overall impression of him/her?
-My very own hotstuff!No snatching her away from me!

10)How do u think the people around u feel abt you?
- No idea?

11)The character you like the most abt yourself?
-Duno?All I do is laugh..hahahahaha..lame.lol.

12)On the contrary, the character u hate of yourself is?
- basically,broken promises.

13)The most ideal person u want to be is?
-No idea?

14)For people who cares n likes u, say something to them.
-Damn!I love you people!TRUCKLOADS tau!!

15)Pass the quiz to 10 people that u want to know how they feel abt u.
- Nathaniel,Sofia,Izuwan,Casia,Tracy,Jenn,Darwisyah,Fauzi,Fairusha & Shu Wen

16)Who is No.6 having relationship with?
-Duno ehs?Rarely contact O.o

17)Is No.9 female or male?
-Female & preetay!

18)If no7 n no.10 be together, will it b a good thing?
- Darwisyah & Shu Wen?EWWW.Lesbo bodoh...

19)What is no.2 studying about?
- Same class orhs!

20)When was the last time u chat with no.3?
- On th phone,asking about homework.

21)What kind of music does no.8 like?
-Ummm...HipHop uhhs..i think?

22)Does no.1 has siblings?
-YesYes & the small bro uhs,cute ehs!!

23)Will u woo no.3?
-Never!He's wayway older thn me xp

24)How abt no.7?
-Tht'll make me lesbo ehs xp SIAO

25)Is no.4 single?
-No idea...

26)What is the surname of no.5?
-Tracy Dcruz

27)What is the hobby of no.10?
-No idea???

28)Does no.5 n no.9 get along well?
-They dun even know each other lors!

29)Where is no.2 studying at?
-TANGLIN SECONDARY SCHOOL luhs...pfft

30)Talk somthing abt no.1?
-Umms,funny,cute & othrs cnt say out.><

31)Have u tried developing feelings for no.8?
-Fauzi??Last time oni..Soo last year...

32)Where does no.9 stay?
-umms..Pandan there...duno th block.

33)Are u no.1 n no.5 best friend?
-No.5,bestfriend of course!& No.1?Good friends,
nt more thn tht,last time yes;]

34)Does no.1 have pets?
-Duno,I nvr ask.

35)Is no.7 the sexist person in the world?
-Darwisyah?okla...she veri nice^^

36)What is no.1 doing now?
-Masturbating?lol.kidding oni!Duno uhs.
Most probably doing his homework?lol.
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
Enough with the quiz uhs..
Today wht day?Monday?
Boring!
During recess oni eat chocolate pocky cos
got SL duty with Nathaniel O.o
So after buy pocky,head straight to SL room
& start my duty.Then saw Tony,toktok with him uhs.
Sold 2shirt & 1 shorts i think?
Then after awhile Nat came O.o
On songs,then Nat draw,duno wht Phantom car
& I did my English homework.both of us eating pocky.
Then bck to normal class.
Aft skul,slacked at canteen with friends.
Watched soccer match,
Tanglin vs Kranji,Kranji beat Tanlin to 4-1 i think?
Bussed home.Reached home change clothes & on th com
as mum dun let me go down meet Emily.
Now here posting^^

&&5 more days to Valentine's Day!!
I him to be my Valentine can?,*********
goshhy-gosh-gosh....

Damn,it was fun!

2009-02-08T06:02:00.000-08:00

[We wanted to destroy tht city]

[Give us a fast ride?This animal is slow xB]

[I was whispering to him & Nurin looked at my bag.LOL]

[Nurin hugged the pole]

[I hugged the pole]

[I like this picha]

[It was candid]

[Relax,come!]

[It was about to rain]

[Teehee.BOO!]

[BFF!]

[I wasn't ready!I look retarded xB]

I've been dead for sometime huhs?
Now I'm alive with something with me.
Today went out with Nurin Fitri
Hafiz Elfie.Gerek uhhs!
Soo,meet them at Jurong Library at 2.15pm
Go walkwalk in the library.
Then trained
to City Hall go Funan DigitaLife Mall go
repair my MP4 there...
Then send Fitri to the MRT cos she need to head home.
Then went to Funan again to eat Macdonald's.Fun ehhs!
Play shooting ice.Being veri kiddish there xB
Then send Elfie to bus stop there.
Then Me Nurin Hafiz walked to Esplanade,
went to the terrace there slacked & camwhore ^_*
Then walked to Raffles Place & camwhore-ed L:
Then trained to Buona Vista go Ghim Moh.
Then slacked at the playground near my block.
Then send Nurin n Hafiz near the bus stop.
Then went home...Now posting..
Gosh so meany "then" rite?I know.lol.

Damn!Common test drawing near seh...Stress uhs.
&& I wnt tht headphone ehhs...aiyoo..
&& I wnt tht Ipod.
&& I miss him ehs.
&& I wnt him for Valentine's Day..cn?

Too Hard To Let Go..

2009-01-31T00:35:00.000-08:00

Hello...

Memories race through my mind,
Of me,of you,of us.
We were foolish.
Never thought of those three words.
Rarely said those three words.
Time is our enemy.
How did we let it slip through our fingers?
Out of our grasp,
it doesn't return.
Follow me;
Away from this place.
This place of bro
ken dreams
And lost love.

omgomgomg...
I'm feeling miserable this days...gosh
Since he left me,I felt something was missing
in my life.All night I cried.Feeling the
strongest heart pain ever.Gosh,all i felt
was wanting to go up to you && say i still
love you.Damn,wht was just the main reason
you left?What did I do wrong?At times I felt like
killing myself.What am I supposed to do with all
the feelings I have for you?This feelings just don't
want to go away.I missed the old you.I missed the old us.
Come back,will you? I 'll just wait for you
if I have to....

On 30 January
Had a last minute SL gathering at Mr Wan's house.
So buss-ed to Anna's house to change then bussed again
to Jurong to meet Sofia then 3 of us train to Commonwealth.
Reached Mr Wan house & his dog was there to welcome us.
Me & Anna was afraid so we stayed outside his
house.Then Mr Wan locked the dog.So me & Anna went in.

Then after a moment,Izuwan & Nat came O.o
Me & Anna then decided to go to the highest level,
which is level 40,like wow!!The wind there was nice!
So is the view.Then took the lift to level 1,
went to shengshiong & bought water & went back
to Mr Wan's house.Reached there & found out tht
Nat had to go home.Izuwan then sang us a song.NOOO!!
Tht so long time..He sang at the wrong time.The song
he sang kinda made me sad.gosh.

Then the gathering ended.Anna & Hazig n some went home.
Me Sofia Izuwan Shawn Garrick Irwan decided to go
eat at Ayer Rajah Foodcourt.At there we talk abt ghost
stories.OMGOMG!It was super duper scary.Called uncle to
pick me up at bust.Reached home arnd 12+am?Then went to sleep.

31 January
Went shopping with mum & auntie at Orchard...
Kinda bored la...haix..Wanted to buy MP4 or Ipod,
but the shop was closed,so maybe buying tomoro
or next week..^^woohoo....
Reached home exactly
at 12am teehee^^I didnt get enough sleep
this days.Gosh.I'm having eyebags!!
Reached home,on th com chat with Tracy,Nat & Azhar.
Now posting.okok.I talk too MUCH!I wnt go sleep now.
ByeBye!!

I Love You HUNNS!

2009-01-29T06:27:00.000-08:00

HolaHola

Post dedicated to:Tracy Dcruz
Hey bestfriend,you're pretty.
Don't think negative ok?Whatever happens,
you've got me & I will be there for you
when you are in need of me.You've always
put the smile on my face.I didn't regret
being your bestfriend,I even cherished the
times we spent together,especially during
our latest outing.Haha!It was great.
When I was down,you were there.You gave me ur
friendly hug.I couldn't imagine how my days in
school without you would be like.Ohmygoodnesssake.
I just dun bear to lose you bestfriend!
I love you to the effing CORE!

Today was kinda ok luhhs...
Aft skul slacked arnd with Anna Sofia
Nurin Fazri Nathaniel Sandy Emily.Then
one-by-one had to go home.Me & Sofia
went off at 5.30,went to 7-11,took bus 78
to Clementi.Met Jerome,we took bus 106 to
Ghim Moh as Jerome had tuition at Blk 5 while
I lived in block 2.Reached Ghim Moh,we slacked
for sometime,then Jerome had to go for tuition &
I head home.Reached home,on the com.Chat with
Tracy,Nurin & Azhar O.o
haha okok...tht's all...&& tomoro p.e,i heard
we are running 3 rounds arnd the skul..like...
OHMYGOODNESSAKE!Well have to get ready for tomoro.
xpp...Till here luhs...ByeBye...

p.s I still love you...

That Moment I Lost Every Reason To Live

2009-01-28T04:52:00.000-08:00

You people might be seeing me being happy
these days,but I'm not bcos of N__.
I really love him truckloads.Somehow
he managed to win my heart thoroughly.
In that moment I lost every reason to live.
But I know I've still got a long live ahead of me.
Bcos of you,I slashed,for you.
I just wnt you to know I love you..
hell lots..Just bear tht in mind baby..
Been so called emo-ing these days.
Lol.Trying to cheer myself up uhs...
I just love him...alot....

ByeBye...

Heartbroken-ed~~

2009-01-27T04:18:00.000-08:00

MashiMoshu^^

Today went swimming at Agus's condo
with Anna Agus Fitri Elfie Hafiz Fazri.
So met up with them at 1opm at Bukit Batok,
eat breakfast & went off to his condo.
Reached there,changed & jumped into the pool.
Had fun swimming & playing on the slide uhs.

Then Anna said she wanted to tell me something,
so i went to her,Hafiz Elfie Fazri Fitri was
there too luhs...Then Anna told me something
regarding N________,I cannt tell you wht uhs..
so basically alot of people
know about it luhs,it was spreading,real fast.
I cried & Anna was there to calm me down.
So sit by the side,alone.

Sms-ed Nicholas & told him everything,I love
him like a brother of mine^^He was there for me
when I was sad & lend me his shoulder when I
was sick.So had no mood swimming.Fitri had to
at 2pm so,I went off with her,coincidentally
mum told me to go home too.So I had to leave
Anna,alone with the guys.I'm seriously sorry
Anna,but the news was too shocking for me
that it ruined my day,my whole day,that was
what spoiled my mood to swim.I really sorry,
hope you understand me.I really love you Anna,
a bestfriend of mine,who was always there
for me when I needed her.I love her to the core!
So I reached home cried & cried & had fever for tonight.
I couldn't believe N________ could do this to me.
Well talking to him tomoro,now im going to meet Emily,
doing homework ohmygoodness.Tomoro must hand in all
homework lorhs.Must finish by tonight.Got to go!
ByeBye!!!

FunFun-Choo!!

2009-01-26T02:27:00.000-08:00

Sawaadikaap!!!!
Teehee..helo.

Yesterday went to watch INKHEART with Tracy.
OHMYGOOOD!!!!I love the show!It rocks,seriously.
Mit up with Tracy at 12.40 trained to Boon Lay,
bought tickets.There's still like 45mins till the
show started.So window shopped,sat at Mac & talked
about something/someone,then at 1.45 hurried to
buy combo,bought Nachos combo 2 cheese sausage^^
Went into the cinema and settled down.

Then after the show,took 198 to clementi & went
to the playground near Tracy's house.We were
playing with the bars like monkehh,hehs...
Then arnd 5+pm Tracy accompanied me to the bus stop.
Reached home & found out that nobody was at home xB
Called mum & she told me to meet her at Suntec City.

Tookbus 111 to Suntec,went there & found out tht
majority of shops were closed la..aiyo!So we decided
to walk to Beach Road go makan.Me brother & uncle
we were making noises throughout the journey,making
stupid ghost noises.fun!Reached there & makan.
After sometime,trained back to Buona Vista & walk home.
Reached home at 11pm,jumped to bed & went to sleep.

Today,auntie woke me up at 6+am to help her with some
cooking XB...I was like a zombie la...Very lazy to wake up
in the morning la.So helped her with the cooking,then
wanted to jump back to bed but couldn't sleep xpp
Tidied up bed,clean up the room,fold clothes,washed clothes
then hang the washed clothes & im done!Seriously tiring xpp
Now posting^^Okay I want go makan now..hungry la!!

Btw tomoro going Agus's condo for swimming with some peeps.
Hope N________ could come along tomoro but he got CNY so no
chance;[ well its ok....
Tomoro's going to funfunfun!!!

&&I miss you but do you even missed me?

Funny uhs!

2009-01-24T06:54:00.000-08:00

Ohaiyo Kodomo!
haha.
Nth to post but I'm here to recommend you a video.
its a funny one!Taken when we were primary six.
Acted by Husani as the teacher,Iskandar Ravinpal & Yan Xun
as the students.They were my old pre-skul friends.
I miss those jokers,hell lots.
Its acted during National Day.So watch yeah?
& tag me regarding th video.Watch it!

I like it!
Its Saturday & I'm bored.
Tomoro maybe watching InkHeart with darling Tracy^^
&& I miss him!its been 2 days since we last talked.haix.sian.
Its ok...well looking forward for tomoro.
ByeBye!!

Happy New Year

2009-01-23T04:07:00.000-08:00

Helo Maniacs....

I would like to say Happy Chinese New Year
to my Chinese friends!!
Wednesday must give ang pao ok?MUST!!kidding.
Today,had PE.fun!Played handball.Both team wins.
Then F____ started crying I duno why..So....
A___ felt guilty so she cried.Then S____ suddenly
shout at F____ dun anyhow scold A___ but then,
F____ wasn't even scolding A___ as F____ was
talking to her mom.& I dun understand why does
S____ has to shout at F____ without any reason?
Then aft PE had History,at tht moment,I was really
angry at S____ bcos she should have let F____
calm down first but she still INSIST to talk to
F___.In History class my hand was trembling,shivering.
I was really hurt as I dun understand why must the people
I love fight?I told Nurin to go to the toilet with me.
On the way to toilet I cried,REAL LOUD.Then Nurin
quickly bring me to the toilet.As I was crying,
my breathing stop in a sudden.I thought it was nothing,so
I let it be.Then wash face & went back into class.
Throughout the lesson,I had trouble breathing again.
During recess I discovered I had asthma.I couldn't
walk properly as my body was REAL weak. Nurin &
Sofia held on to me.Brought me to th canteen & I sit down.
I was seriously weak.Then I fainted xxp..........

Anna told me to get out of the canteen
so that I could breathe better.Then Nurin run to Noratiqah for
the puff.Anna told me to use it & breathe in & out.I thought
I was going to leave the world but thank Allah{god} I find
myself alive.Then Shu Wen my St John senior help me with
the breathing.Then went to hall cos got CNY celebration.

Sit down,drinked Valerie's water but then felt giddy again.
Went out of hall & fainted again.Nurin Sofia Sheryl Valerie
Nathaniel they insist me of going to the General Office to
rest at the sick bay,& i did.I wanna thank them for caring so
much abt me.I love my friends hell lots.I love 2n2 man!
So as N_______ he really cared abt me.Mrs Yit called
my parents & told them about my condition,bt i did wnt
to go home,so i stayed in skul,but my condition was
getting better & better.

Then Shu Wen brought me back to hall.Then aft school,
wanted to meet N_______ but dunno where he went.sadsad
Planed to go swimming at Agus's condo but Anna's
father did nt allow so stayed at Anna'a house for awhile
then talked about S____.I duno what is so wrong with her
these days.We felt that she is a person who doesn't
like to be blamed but she has to admit that it is her fault la.
Each & everyone of us makes mistake & we have to accept it.
The F____ problem thingy is also part of her fault.
BUT....haix...I duno wht to say lurhx.Me & A___ & N____
we don't know wht else to do to make her realise that
she is a way DIFFERENT person now.But I'm glad tht me
& F____ are okay now.then slacked with Anna Nurin Razi
& Danish & went home.

&& I going to miss N________ hell lots as we cant meet for 4days.
damn it!I love him to the f___ing core la.Teehee.
I wnt to spend my full time with him on Wednesday can?
CheekyCheeky...haha.okok....Stop the crack..........

okok,too much posting la.I'm tired & exhausted la...
ByeBye maniacs....

Shoodle-doodle-doo!!

2009-01-18T02:08:00.000-08:00

Hello Giant Eaters!

WAY LOONG TIME since i've last posted....

So...on

17 January-Saturday
Had SL gathering at Seksuan's house located at
Blue Horizon.nice siol.
Then people got wet
:Nathaniel
:Me
:Racheal
:Agus
:Matin
:Sheryl
:Garrick
:Izuwan[partially wet]
:Jenn[partially wet]
Fun sia!!Then went to tennis court,
but find it boring,so change bck to my wet clothes
went swimming with people.The water damn
f___ing cold!Then wash up.
I went to West Coast Park with
Nathaniel Izuwan Agus Anna Sofia to watch th sunset..
But was little late for it :0
Then hang around.laughed & went home.

Today-22nd Jan
Lessons was okay la..
Aft skul went to SL room for duty.
Actually today not my duty to sell PE la.
but I replace Sheryl for the day oni...
Went for percussion for 2nd CCA.Fun bodoh!
Played games then discussing for upcoming
percussion competition.Then went home.

& I want to say sorry to Fitri of wht happen today.
Me & th rest we did not mean to treat you like a dog of ours.
I'm really sori if I really did treat you like 1.I really
cherished the fun times we had together.I am really sorry.REALLY.
I hope that you will forgive ME & the rest.

&&having eyebags as I dun have a proper sleep these days.
&& oso ilovehimtothecoreandimisshimtoo!
okok.

ByeBye....

Wa-chika-wawa I HATE YOU

2009-01-06T05:54:00.000-08:00

Hola.

School started & it SUCK!xB
SERIOUS SHIT!
&& how does it feels like when someone whom you really
TRUST started accusing you of stuffs.
This someone whom i really trust started accusing me stuffs
aftersince i broke up.& th person whom
i broke up with was his bestfriend.
Then i managed to forget my ex long time already
& now attached to someone.
Eh,i know you care about your bestfriend la
but please eh?dun just because of your bestfriend you wnt
to accuse me anihow.fcuk you!
& dun think i attched to someone else because
i wnt to forget your 'bestfriend'.
Just dont make stuffs more complicated ok?
Thank You.

Dedicated To: Hafiz Imran

Happy New Year!

2009-01-01T05:12:00.000-08:00

Happy New Year!!!

Goodbye 2008 & Hello 2009!
Times passes by fast huhs?
Yesterday went down to Esplanade for Countdown.
Slept at 4+am?
School starts tomoro...OMG!
Cant wait but still in holiday mood swings?--"
Have to start waking up early in th morning.pfft
Missed people{s} though xp
Cant wait to see this year's sec 1 batch.BULLY!haha.kidding
Well i just HATE teachers nagging.
Till here crunchers.ByeBye

Shop Til' We Drop!

2008-12-29T03:57:00.000-08:00

Hello Alien Maniacs

Yesterday went to Bugis shopping with auntie.
Gerek!
Cabbed to Bugis & went into Bugis Street.
I bought:
♥I ♥ My Boyfriend T-shirt
♥3/4 Pants
♥Grey Skinnies
Total:$35
Luckily its not out of my budget.
Aiya lazy to post alot la...so overall i did was shopping.ok?

&& tomoro maybe going to agus's condo for swimming.
byebye apple maniacs!!

IfahSofia Day♥

2008-12-23T01:25:00.000-08:00

IfahSofia Day

{The view at th condo of level 40+? .nice?]

In th sauna

[Being retarded^^]

21 December
Went to Sofia's condo at The Sails.

It was WOW!

I liked it.Train to Raffles Place

Sofia & her dad picked me up.

Reached the condo,Sofia toured me around th condo.

Went to the 40+level? & the view was nice so was th wind.^^

Gerek!Went to change to swimsuits & jumped into th pool.

The water as per normal is cold.Then went into the jacuzzi.

The jacuzzi water was HOT!I'm loving it!

Then went to the sauna,fun!

When you're in there for too long you will find it hard to breathe.

Overall...GEREK!

Felt like coming again..teehee^^

Wash up & left t condo with Sofia.

Sofia train to Clementi whereas I trin to Toa Payoh.

Reached Toa Payoh met parents.Makan,Shopping & cabbed home.

I had fun swimming with Sofia♥

Today-23 December

Nothing fun happened though--"

Butbutbut...saw Iskandar & Husaini^^

My ex-schoolmate...Husaini not only my ex-schoolmate,

but a childhood friend of mine.

I missed him-as a fren?

Yes I do.He makes me laughs everyday.
To me he is a..............ummmmmsss
A funny-yet-irritating-adorable childhood bestie♥
I really missed our childhood times^^

&& i want to keep those fun times♥

Till here wackos!

ByeBye!

Random

2008-12-20T04:58:00.000-08:00

Hello Apple Crunchers!

Sorry have nt been updating for quite some time.
Kinda lazy to do so xp
So ya,SL camp ended for quite sometime.

9 December-Day 1
Assemble at hall at 9.30a.m
Then getting to know the Sec 3 organisers & Alumnis.
Played games & my group was BEIJING!
My group members were fun!
Then we started Amazing Race to the West.
Had to go to lot of station la.
There was this one station where we had to catch
guppys.Me & Valerie,we caught a lot of them,like arnd 60+?
Then station by station some started to die xp
Reached school & only 4 guppys was alive.
There goes me & Valerie's effort.
Well,I sprained my ankle & it hurts la.like HELL LOT!
It sprained like at th 1st station la.
Nevertheless I endured with th pain & continued.
At th last station my ankle seriously pain & i couldn't endure anymore.
Izuwan checked my ankle & he said it was swollen.
I was like waddehell!Izuwan told me to stay with him while my
group headed back to school.Then i said no!I want to go with my group!
So Izuwan made my group members to promise him that they will take care of me.
So jyeah,the promised him.They were really looking out for me.
I L爱VE my group members.HELL LOT!
Reached school & our group was th first to arrive.YEAHS!
We had dinner & played animal game.
Too bad i cant due to my sprained ankle.ASS
Wash up,assemble at hall & Mr Wan told us ghost stories.
Had nightwalk.Paired with Sofia.
I hold on to her hand like tightly & holding to th group flag.
There's one station where Shaula sits in a corner & suddenly jumped to me.
& I accidentally hit her head with the flag.I was like ohmygod!!
Izuwan told me & Sofia to continue.So Sofia was like
"Ifah!Your hand dangerous sehh!No more hitting people!"
lol.Throughout the nightwalk me & Sofia we make jokes la.
So th nightwalk turn out to be kinda funny.
Izuwan congrats me cos I did nt cry :D
It turn out for Janice to cry :O
Aft th nightwalk went to bed.ZZzzzZZzzzz

10 December-Day 2
Had our breakfast & continued th amazing race.
My ankle as kinda ok la.phew
Same routine,go to stations finish our task & head to nxt station.
Then clash with Mexico :O
So headed to Changi with Mexico:D
At Changi set up tents,& had dinner..
Dinner was yumyumyummy la!But i prefer my mums cooking though.
Then we sang SL song.Played a game called tackle?isit?whtever la.
fun yet funny lol.Then sec 2 had to perform something la
SekSuan & Yvonne did Gatsby dance..funny!!
Paul & Boon Lee did a Indian song.SUPER FUNNY!
Shawn did something else.He's like SUPER HOT la!
Went to sleep & according to Anna i snored?
for i only snored when I'm seriously tired.Maybe I am super tired?lol
ok.

11 December-Day 3
Woke up,wash up,packed our stuff & kept th tents & had our breakfast.
Breakfast was doing ok when we had to eat the grean peas.
I was like ohmygod!I cant green peas!especially green peas cos i will puke!
For the group i ate th green peas & guess what?
I actually vomit out my food xp aiyo
Then aft breakfast took our stuff & my group was th first to leave:D
heyheyhey!Aloysious was with us :DD
We wasn't sure of wht bus to take so we walked to th nxt bus stop,
& saw Mexico in th nxt bus,so we run to th nxt bus stop &
took th same bus with Mexico.In the bus i sat with Valerie.
My face was kinda pale thx to the green peas.
Then Sabri talk to me & he asked.
"Sharifah are you ok?Because i saw you running to the toilet looking
like you went to vomit."So i asked did he saw me just now?& he did.
So i say ya,because of the green peas -.-
He said,"take care ok?"ohmygod!That was so sweet!!!
Hey don't get me wrong.We are just friends.
Then th same routine stations task blablabla...
Then last station had to climb up to Mount Faber.aiyo
Luckily i did nt get asthma ^^
Then was abt to go to last station when it started raining...HEAVILY!
Aloysious & Haziq were funny la!haha.
Then it stop raining & head to nxt station then during th trip bck to school,
Haziq & Boon Lee started playing this whtever fatherfather game la.
Funny ah those two.Laughing all th way la.haha.
Then reached school & wash up.
Had Campfire & BBQ!
Gerek!
Then got skit.ohyes.
The Sec 2's & Sec 3 Organisers skit was hilarious!
Then went to bed.Most of the girls suspected tht some sec3 organisers
r going to put flour on us.me anna nurin we plan to look for the sec3s
but in the end we went to sleep.ZZZzzzz

12 December-Day 4
Woke up & found out tht I was lucky!
Why?cos I did nt get th flour.yippee!
Then pack up & had water activity.
funfun!but th water freaking cold la.some of them even water cooler.
Wash up & had prize presentation..
Beijing was in 1st place!woohoo jyeah.beijingbeijing is the best!
Janice & Agus got the best campers:DD
Then break camp.Went to eat LongJohnSilver with peeps
& headed home.Reached home went to bed & slept till th nxt day.

It was a tiring-but-fun camp experience foe me:DD
Hope i was chosen for SL^^
Enough abt my SL post..

On 18 December had BBQ.
Started at 5pm but reached there arnd 6+?
was kinda Boring! but ok la..
People who were there was:
Amin,Firdaus,Hakimi,Fadil,Sulaiman,Aqilah,Kak Nira,Kak Khairiah,2 Chinese Guys,
1 Chinese girl,Nicholas,Hafiz,Haqib,Fitri,Nurin,Fazri,Sofia & Anna.
Sofia taught me 1 cup game & im getting good in it;DD
Then left at 9+ reached home at 10pm^^
It was kinda boring due to th place it could have been fun if it was at the beach.

Today
Boring at home as usual --'''
Tomorrow maybe going to Sofia's condo..Swmming^^
jyeah till here!Guess my post was a little too long huh?
ByeBye!!!

Bored To Death XD

2008-12-05T13:22:00.000-08:00

MoshiMoshi!!
Currently th time now is 5.33a.m O.o
Nt sleepy siol...Currently witing for my McDelivery^_^
Hungry ehs..aiyo hungryhungry!VERY hungry!foodfood faster come!!!
oioi!!Just 3 more days to SL Camp!Cant wait!!x2
eh,i wan go eat la...

ByeBye!

Randoms

2008-11-30T21:17:00.000-08:00

MoshiMoshi!
Yesterday went Bugis with parents then went Bugis Street.
Told dad wanted th Musical Hoodie & he actually bought it for me!Woohoo!
Super happy la!
& hey!
SL Cmp is just 9 more days!*grins*
Cant wait to meet my SUPERDARLINGS la...Miss them siol..
Other then tht...

Previous post i said i will upload th pics..Here it is!!

Moore pictures??go to my friendster!

http://profiles.friendster.com/fenomenalworld

ByeBye!!!

Fun La!

2008-11-30T20:10:00.000-08:00

MoshiMoshi!

Yest was funfun!
Went to Johor Bahru with brother,aunty & uncle.
Went to watch this malay-ghost-yet-funny show entitled"Antoo Fighter".
That show super fucking FUNNY la!LAWLS
Went shopping all th way too!
Ate bubble gum th whole day..yumyummy!
So aft th show went to eat KFC.
Then shoppingx2 again & headed to checkpoint.
So at Johor checkpoint th line was super long la *pffft*
Then wanted to take bus 170 to Woodlands Checkpoint la bt line was Fking long.
We decicded to walk all th way to Woodlands Checkpoimt.Tiring but FUN!
Aunt & me kept taking photo during th journey.
Then Mrt's last train to Jurong then from Jurong took cab home..haaais
Reached home at 1am++?
Home Sweet Home.Jump to bed & went to sleep.....
*Photos will be uploaded soon!

So today's currenty mood:Tired & Bored
Can't wait for SL Camp la!Hope i culd go..
Miss my darlings Anna Sofia Nurin
Wana mit them ASAP!
ByeBye!!

Don't try RUIN me down

2008-11-29T02:12:00.000-08:00

I don't understand why must you people ruin my life?
ok,to Anna,
I'm sorry maybe you thought tht i wanted to copy you.
But I didn't meant to.Nvr mind if you hate me but im sorry.
Anna you are very lucky to have such wonderful friends.
Maybe im just not as wonderful as them.
Onece more Anna,accept my apologies if i did something wrong towards you.
I really didn't meant to.

It's a MUST!

2008-11-20T21:49:00.000-08:00

MoshiMoshi!!

I'v got nth to do so post la.
Hey,the song you are hearing to now which is
Little Bit-Forget About Me
It's nice!Thanks to Anna for introducing it to me..haha
This song is kinda sad luhhs..It inspired me^^
You guys should hear it...It kinda made me cry:'[[ SERIOUS
The Lyrics are below...ENJOY!!

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

Hmm

Whoaaa

Oohhh

Yeahh

You said it wasn't

Gonna be like It was before

Then it happened again

Pushing me back

Out the door

Thought it would be

For real this time

Love me forget

About the signs

So now what do I do

Now, that I know

That we're through

Wish that I Could move on

Can't let go

It's too strong

Just like that

And then you're gone

Is this how

You wanted it to be

Everything you had to say

Sent the tears

Right down my face

Now I'm trying to escape

The misery

[Chorus]

Why don't you love me

The way I loved you

It feels so crazy

Cause I dunno

What I did to you

If you're gonna hurt me

Then do it quickly

Cause I'm tired of cryin'

If you don't wanna

Stick around

Then, baby

Forget about me

Too late, sorry

I didn't even

Have the chance

You said you were happy

Baby I don't understand

Gave you everything

You asked for

And was ready

To give you a lot more

I would've given you

The world

Right in the palm

Of your hand

Wish that I Could move on

Can't let go

It's too strong

Just like that

And then you're gone

Was this how

You wanted it to be

Everything you had to say

Sent the tears

Right down my face

Now I'm trying to escape

The misery

[Chorus]

Boy

My heart was true

And that you can't deny

Don't be a fool

And walk away

From all the lies

It's up to you

Cause heaven knows

I've tried

Tell me

You're still in love

Yeahhhh

Ohh

[Chorus]

Forget about me

I really loved you...

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

That's all lahh!!

ByeBye

Truckloads OFF♥

Tht person is so PATHETIC

2008-11-18T22:37:00.000-08:00

Hello.

People my blog will nt be having a cbox.Why?
Cause some brainless people just write their to scraps & known as
passer.haix.I wonder why don't they just reveal themselves?
I'll take them as COWARDS.
It's a waste of my time entertaining this cowards.
So friends if you guys wana tag me u guys will nt be able to for th moment.

So forget about this shitty stuffs...Let's move on.

To my friends hope you guys are having a splendid holidays.
I miss them...haha...Hope we can meet A.S.A.P guys!
Happy Holidays People!

ByeBye!!

Dedicated Specially For You

2008-11-16T19:51:00.000-08:00

MushiMushi!

Been feeling really down these few days since GMPS close down.
This song curently playing Whenever You Remember by Carrie Underwood
is dedicated to my former school,teachers & friends.
My sweetest memories was with them.It's hard to leave those memories behind.
We go through happy & sad times together..
United we stand,divided we fall.
Memories in GMPS with my friends will never be erase from my mind.NEVER.
Listen through the song & you will understand.

Byebye..

P.S I Love You GMPS

Soooo Sad

2008-11-14T00:54:00.000-08:00

HELLO^_^

Holidays are kinda BORING!

Haix..hating it i guess??

Yesterday had SL Camp Briefing aft tht I went to West Mall with

Nurin Elfie Hafiz Jerome & watched Madagascar 2 Escape To Africa O.o

B4 th show started went to eat at Macdonalds..yumyum!!

Bastards Jerome Nurin Hafiz left me & Elfie alone...fcuk la..pangseh me><

Th show okok la...In Africa,Alex met up his parents..hahs..so touching..i cried..

Aft that went to buy sushi..haha felt like puking sehh...Took bus 106 home with Jerome.

Reached & kept vomitting..ayaiyai...had a slight fever...lol.......Hope i get well soon!

Today went back to my former school had a closing ceremony...went with Illy at 12noon

where else it starts at 11.30am...was late for 1/2hr?Shikin,I tried calling you but yr

phone was always busy..haix...GMPS will then be demolished...SAD sehh!Aft th ceremony

went to find beloved teacher :'[

Then went to toilet there were P1 girls who cried real loud...Me & Illy were like...???

Then we laughed...duno why.haha..

We went to our former classes since P1...haix...really sad to se GMPS closed down.

It was filled with memories that cnnt be forgotten :'[[

Hope to see my friends sooner ;]

ByeBye

Found {DEAD} at home...

2008-11-07T02:23:00.000-08:00

Hello again!

Hey I'm BORED at home.I wana go out but can't cos I'm grounded throughout the whole holidays...haix..Why can't they understand my situation??!!They just grounded me off just like
that!If they were to say I'm grounded for 1 week its ok for me bt throughout the holidays??!!
That is sooo nt fair!I wanna go out.I do not want to stay at home & the same stuff EVERYDAY.
This MADNESS is KILLING me!!Someone please get me out of here!This is what happened
when BOREDOM STRIKES.I'm so bored...Why can't they let me go??!!I miss my friends..I wana laugh,scream,cry with them...My parents just don't understand what I want in life...

I HATE MY LIFE??

Soooo Memorable^__^

2008-11-02T07:07:00.000-08:00

31/10/08 is th most memorable 1N2 class outing ever!

So,ya.Woke up at 6.30 to strt cooking my me goreng.Mum helped

me to cook half of it....Finished cooking packed up & went off...Th food was

kinda heavy la...So took MRT to Bukit Batok saw Si Min.Anna told us to mit he at Bukit Gombak.Then meet th rest there walk to Agus's condo..It was like..wow!Bbq started at 12noon..Went swimming..woohoo!!funfun!Me Anna Sofia went to Jurong

Point to accompany Anna buy cap for agus...Took cab bck to th condo..Anna gave th cap to Agus & he was happy abt it...Then Elfie came to me & we went to a corner,he then held out a beautiful watch.I was like OMG!He said it was a present from him for

our 1st month aniversary on 16th Nov but he was afraid tht we couldn't meet so he gave it to me on tht faithful day..it was so sweet la!I hugged & gave him a kiss...

Then continued swimming.it was fun!At night we kept going on to th slide.haha..There was once when th guys hv already went up th slide & i was on my way up th slide when th guys slide down & i didn't saw them..wht happen was i slide down with them as my leg was stucked on 1 of th guys legs.hah..FUNNY!Then suddenly i got a muscle cramp...damn....very pain leh!I grab on to Hafiz & Elfie's hand tightly & Sofia press down my foot...OWWWWWCH!!!!Aft Sofia press down my foot it was cured suddenly..haha...funny la.1 by 1 gt cramps...1st was Agus thn Jerome

thn Elfie thn Me[sori if i missed out some].Me & Sofia we were like the lifeguards la.

We massarge their cramp point & after awhile it was cured..haha thx to us^^

I think swimming during th night is better...haha..There was once when Hafiz went t

a dark corner near th staircase.I wanted to go to th staircase bt i did nt realised tht

Hafiz was at th dark corner.I was walking backwards facing Sofia & Elfie when I

turned Hafiz scared me out of my wits!I shouted & cried as I thought he was a ghost.

Sofia went over to me & hugged me to calm me down & Elfie came to hug me to.

haix...thx to Hafiz i almost got a heart attack XD

Was late at night washed up clean up th Bbq pit & we waited for Anna's father van to

arrive.Her father reached at arnd 12+midnight lol....all sleep in th van..I slept on Elfie

shoulder..hahs...sent Agus thn Saufie thn Nurin thn Me thn Elfie thn Hafiz...

So,reached home at 12.30am..haha....damn late la.Put all my stuffs at one corner in my room,jumped on my bed & went to sleep...Nxt day woke up & discored tht i've hd

cramps all over my body...haix...

To those who had body cramps due to th swimming get well soon!!!!!

{Pictures I took at during th outing}

{beloved 1N2}

{Bestfriends forever}

{Anna & Ifah}

{Ifah & Sofia}

{Beloved girls}

{Ifah & Saufie}--Just Friends^^

Sorry if i miss out some people xp
There's still more pictures....

Wanna see th whole picture?

Go to >>
http://profiles.friendster.com/missingbaby

BYEBYEBYEBYEBYEBYE!!!

I should say...this day is MEMORABLE<3

A Life I Lead...

2008-10-30T01:21:00.000-07:00

HELLOOOOOOOOOOOoooooooooo.....
Holidays are SUCKISH!!!!
Life??Mayb a little???
Wht's th first impression when we talked abt love relationships?
I think I'm suffering from "relationship crisis syndrome">><<
I'm just so scared that I can't last long with him:'[
I dunno why?At times I felt like I did th wrong move...did I?
Does he really cared abt me?I just dunno...There's too much questions in my head..
TOO MUCH...I had this dream tht I will leave him 1 day i go with my ex who I still cant really
forget him.But don't get me wrong,I'm nt some bitch who just dump guys for no reason.

Wht if ;
there were chance for me & ex to patch bck?I cherished memories I had with my ex as
were grew up together since childhood times.What am I spposed to do?Am I suppose to leave my boifie & go to my ex or just love him till th end as I do not intend to break his heart?

wht if......

These things are always roaming in my mind..I just don't know what to do....I feel like giving up in life...but...why should I?There's still friends who love me.....I don't know....WHAT SHOULD I DO?GOSH HELP MEE!!!

Hey,besides all tht shitty stuffs,
tomoro is 1n2's outing at Agus's condo...!!!
woohoo!!!FUNFUNFUN!Can't wait for tomoro!
Wait till my nxt post abt tomoro's outing....Byebye..

*poof*

Teehee!!!funfun!!!

2008-10-27T04:10:00.000-07:00

Helo human beings.

So far holidays are quite bad.

Well on 24 October 2008;

Had some kind of a shitty programe.pfft!BORING!!!

Went to take 176 towards Bukit Batok.Was crying on our way as its been 3 days

boifie didn't text nor call:'[

At least Sofia Nurin Jerome Fazri Hafiz was there to cheer me up.Thx guys!!!!

At WestMall;

Friends & i went to watch High School Musical 3

Me Nurin Sofia Hafiz Jerome Fazri Zahid Haqib

waited for Anna Agus to come....

Th show was quite ok la..But boifie wasn't there so yeah...was quite lonely:'[

Anna took some pictures in Burger King while waiting for HSM3 to strt.

After watching th show at westmall,

Haqib Jerome Sofia Zahid went home.

Then we decided to go to Little Guilin.

Was fun!haha><

Then we went to Anna's neighbourhood & slacked at th playground.

We played th swing n climbed up th spiderweb.It was arnd 9+pm

Then play catching before we head home.Anna did th "unthinkable" thing to me.haha

If you wana know ask me in person...lol

Then sent Anna home,Hafiz took bus home & me Nurin Fazri took cab home..I was th last to reach home & was super late thx to th taxi driver who always goes to th wrong way...pffft

Reach home & went to bed..was lucky as when i reach home,family already went to bed...hehe

Th last 2 days i felt like im in a "depression" as boifie didnt even text nor call me..haix:(

Just then got a call from Hafiz yelling me tht i dun hv to worry cos he will me meeting me this fri which is 1n2 outing at Agus's Condo..woohoo!Was kinda happy to hear tht news & cant wait for th bbq...teehee;]

Those going for th bbq for ur info i might be bringing "mee goreng" for th day...

Cant wait for th upcoming bbq...it going to be funfun!!

haha...

Byebye!!!hehehuhuhah!!!

1 by 1 its coming TRUE & others...BLABLA

2008-10-23T02:25:00.000-07:00

Sori..I assume that my blog was kinda dead--"
So let's talk abt sumthing interesting tht has just passed...
So on 16 October 2008 was very memorable as someone proposed me for stead.
Elfie,a person who i had a crush on was attached to me...And now we r still counting.
I promise to always LOVE you everytime every minute every second ok??I love you..
[A wish has just came true]

Exams Results,
were kinda ok..Only failed Maths & History.But I was still happy as I was promoted to Sec2(na).
I did NOT retain.I was really really happy.
[Another wish came true]

Yesterday,
had a class learning journey to City Hall as there was a Singapore Biennale 2008.
It's kind of a arts exhibition la.like WOW!It's was nice la...& Ms.Maria don't feel so bad about the whole u pulling me to you & my Mr.Sepet pulling me to him.I know you wanted to be with me cos you got no one else.I understand.And hey I'm sorry when you felt jealous when me & Ms.Annabelle were spending time together as when you were with Ms.Belo talking so i went with Ms.Annabelle but me & Ms.Belo are in good terms so no worries.Like I said i understand & I'm really sori if I made you felt like I'm taking away Ms.Annabelle away from you.Dun worry I believe Ms.Annabelle still loves you.

Today,
Had the parents meeting session.My mum was th last to meet 1N2's "mummy"{Mdm Ng}.
My mum was quite amused with my results but wasn't amused with my attitude so she told it all to my "mummy" as I've been reaching home late these days..><
My babybro was there and my friends were like OMG!!!Ifah he's so cute!!LOL
Aft th stupid sessions me anna agus nurin hafiz haqib went to West Coast Park.was fun la...
But something was wrong abt me went we were at WCP.I was lonely n bored as my Mr.Sepet wasnt there...haix...Hafiz was always writing Sofia's name at th sand lol...I can really see tht its true love within you.Don't worry true love will be for you one day..just be patient ok?I just want you to be happy and nt ge emo just because of her ok???So just try n live life happily.Then,ate at Mc'Donalds went home & post..Oi Hafiz my report book its wif you!Damn! betta give it to me ASAP!!!!

Hey!Not to forget...tomoro me n my friends watching High School Musical 3 tomoro..Woohoo!!It's going to be fun!Wait tilL my next post ok???ByE!!

I smile everyday bcos of you guys n him...

It's a;{Crazy Feeling}

2008-10-04T04:53:00.000-07:00

Hello People....

Exams were suckish!!
Tomorrow having Home Econ & MT...damn
Having a flu here?This is how it happens...
Yesterday was raining heavily so we got nth to do & played under th rain...
LOL!Was fun luhs...Pictures will be uploadd soon!!!
Today was normal but hey Jerome veri bad leys...You go throw bottle till hit Anna head..
><
Aft skul went to Clementi Ave 6 & slacked...2.30 went home..
Reached home watch tv & now posting...;]
Till here people!!!
wait till my nxt post!

*poof*

i might be quiet but i still love you ♥

Randomm

2008-10-02T05:58:00.000-07:00

Hey people...Its been a very long time since i've last posted.Lol;been very busy..

K...random
First I'm super duper happy as I've reboond my hair xp

Some of my friend's couldn't recognize me...hahs...Sofia went,"OMG!!Ifah!!!What happened to you??!!"lol...loving my hair& for Bryle get well soon ok?I really wana see you b-boy again:)

My 1st day of Hari Raya went well...My family used black colour for this year:)
End of day got a total of $100+?woohoo!!
STRESS as exams are drawin near!!DAMN!
And hey my group was chosen for th DEP Portfolio...yeah><
Bored as Elfie did nt attend skul if nt class would be soooo noisy.Oi Elfie!Your adik,Valerie miss
you la!!Stoopid!

Today was okok luhs...
Had Science and was super duper bored!!ordered 3 Mdm Ng released us late for recess.So lined up spaghetti 1 for me 1 for anna 1 for nurin
We only had 5minutes to finish up our food & th funniest part was Nurin foodgobbled down all her & it was super fast!WOW!
Aft recess had Digital Art.yeah!Class was super noisy...poor Clarisse had to shout to keep em shut up..lol
Had MT as per normal & nxt had Home Econ.Damn!
Home Econ sucks like hell luhs!!!Damn i hate th teacher...
Aft skul when slacking at canteen with Anna Sofia Nurin Fitri Nia
Super crazey la...On song n laugh like hell lol...fun la...
Aft tht went home...
Reached home clean up room n mop as mum say it was messy..hehe
Had my dinner;watch tv n now posting:)
LOL till here
I'll try my very best to post as exams r drawin near...ass...

Chaos people!!!

can i have my last dance with you?-mr sepet

030908ღMost Memorable Day!

2008-09-03T07:43:00.000-07:00

HelloHello!

030908 is a memorable day for me ok?!
Was suppose to be me nuriin elfie hafiz
It turn out to be me nuriin *pfft*
Wanna know why?I'll tell you why.
Elfie-Called & told me tht he's sleeping over his cousins house.
Hafiz-Had to go JB with his parents.
So met Nurin at 2pm & took bus 105.Stopped at Jurong Int.
Walk till J.E[Jurong Entertainment]
Took Neoprints!We took first 3 machines of it.Woohoo!
Totally FUN!
It was around 4+ so went to Long John Silver found a place to settle down
and did our homework.Then came this Chinese Couple who came with their
long john food.Damn!Nurin's stomach was growling away.Haha
At 6.51 buy my Combo 1 to break fast.At first we do not know what tyme to
break fast.Nurin went "WTH!I very hungry you know?!Stoopid people donno
how to respect to those who are fasting"LOL!I went laughing away.
So after break fast,we went to take 2 more machines of neoprint.
After that went to eat ice-cream.Yummy!Bought milk chocolate.0.o
It was 8.40.DAMN!II'm going to be late for home.Walk quickly back to Jurong
Interchange and took 105 with Nuriin.
Went home on laptop,chatting & now here posting.I had a memorable day with
my bestfriend.I will not forget this day.NEVER
To those of my friend who never followed,you've just missed a day filled with fun & laughters><

Till Hereღ

i miss you till today.& you will never be replaceღI promiseღ

Another Suckish DAY--"

2008-09-02T02:57:00.000-07:00

Hellooo asshooleesss!!

It's another suckish day for me:(....*phffft*
Totally tired alright?Woke up at 3 am in th morning to cook with my mum..
Slept again at 5.45 am.Woke up at 9am tidied bed.Went to bath then watched tv.
At 6pm helped my mum cooked on laptop and now im here posting :)
Can't wait till 7pm...EATING TIME!
Hahs been enduring with my hunger almost th whole dae..
Also can't wait for tomoro as im meeting
my asshoolees Nurin,Elfie & Hafiz Imran.
Hope tomoro will be a better day for ME!
Let's go CRAZY guys!
Blastin off PEOPLE!

You Got Me Missing You...

Fasting Time & Holidays

2008-09-01T05:18:00.000-07:00

Hello people!

It's my first posting so credits to ANNA for creating my blog.
It's first day of FASTING--''
Holidays SUCKS-.-
Nothing to do so on laptop watched DVD'S.phffft!
6.00 helped mum cooked.
Miss my assholees especially hym.
Holidays faster end!!
I'll try and post everyday yeahs?

BLASTING OFF!!!.......*poof*

You Get Me Beggin For Your Love..damn!

You Get Me Beggin You For Love

I've MOVED!

Outcasters

DNT HATRED

HONEY STARRRS

Super Temptations

Wicked Week

DnT Crisis

Rum Tum Tum

Make me go GILA

Play It Again

Typical School Days

Its a BLAST

Sail My Way There

Busy Bee

Sway Day

HAVOC

Bangla Dog & White Dog

CookieLooove

Selamat Hari Raya Lady Gaga

Poker Face!

Confused.Diffused

Acah Kecoh

Follow the yellow brick road

Mad~

Shop Till I Drop!

I'd prefer you.

Bloating,Bloated

Splendidly Pathetic

The BIG DAY

I'll EAT ya up!

OKTO!!*One Wish*

Cause you're th reson tht this happens.

Goody-godnesses

funny?yes?no?lol.

Getting on with life.

SICKO

Danceworks'09

{Shokubutsu} reminds me of {Mummy Poko Pants}

A Little Too Not Over You...

Can I Do It?

Letting It Go Away

Valentine's Day..funfuntrun!

You stand a special in my Heart

When Everything 'RUNSDOWN'

Damn,it was fun!

Too Hard To Let Go..

I Love You HUNNS!

That Moment I Lost Every Reason To Live

Heartbroken-ed~~

FunFun-Choo!!

Funny uhs!

Happy New Year

Shoodle-doodle-doo!!

Wa-chika-wawa I HATE YOU

Happy New Year!

Shop Til' We Drop!

IfahSofia Day♥

Random

Bored To Death XD

Randoms

Fun La!

Don't try RUIN me down

It's a MUST!

Tht person is so PATHETIC

Dedicated Specially For You

Soooo Sad

Found {DEAD} at home...

Soooo Memorable^__^

A Life I Lead...

Teehee!!!funfun!!!

1 by 1 its coming TRUE & others...BLABLA

It's a;{Crazy Feeling}

Randomm

030908ღMost Memorable Day!

Another Suckish DAY--"

Fasting Time & Holidays

OKTO!!One Wish